I’m pretty sure I’m close to getting what I want. So why, every single time I get close to something I want, I start to second guess myself. Over analyze and doubt myself. It ruins every chance I have with everything. I’m always thinking of something that could make me happier, instead of being happy with what I have. I’m always afraid that I’m missing out on some good thing thats happening somewhere else.
Also, I’m getting worried because I thought my motivation for school would have come back by now. School ends in three weeks and I’m almost failing one course and doing horrible in my others. Normally I’m an average student, along with everything else in my life, but now I’m less than average. And I’m worried.
