I’ve decided not to make any resolutions because I always end up not keeping up with them and I just disappoint myself. But this past year I’ve blacked out and not remembered way too many nights and that is the worst feeling ever. I am not saying I am not going to drink anymore because I know thats not true, I am just going to try and do it like a normal person so that when I wake up in the morning I can remember going to bed with my boyfriend or going out with my friends instead of laying there wondering what the hell happened.