doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
Things to do before leaving: work for 6 hours, study like a mad woman, go to class, go to another class to take a test, study, do a presentation in my third class, study, take another test in my 4th class, work out, CELEBRATE that the tests are over, go to my 3 hour class on tuesday then get the HELL outa here woo hooooooo!!!
kind of having an out of body experience due to hangover. not. liking. it.
“Which brings me to the point of my story. You can mind fuck something until it makes you crazy and it’s all wasted energy. Spending so much time in your head. Because, the fact is, no matter what spin you choose, you just don’t know. You can’t know. So go out, have a good time, make the most of your life. And when you start to doubt yourself, if that happens, do what I do and blame it on the guy with the debilitating skin disease and let it go. Because life’s just way too short to bother with such nonsense. Oh, and don’t forget to take your medication.” — Just Checking: Scenes From the Life of an Obsessive-Complusive
THe other day my roommate and I were eating dinner and there was a kid sitting and eating alone and she said something along the lines of “I don’t understand why some people just don’t go and try to make friends with other people”. THis came as a shock to me because I am extremely shy and it is just disheartening to know that some people just don’t understand how frieghtening it is for some people to try and make friends or to even say hello to another human being. I don’t know why I get this way but I am and I wish to God I wasnt so I just want to let people know making friends ia not always as easy as it may seem to some people.
Ignorance, is TRULY bliss children.
Why do some women get off on treating their boyfriends like absolute shit. And why do men like women who outright treat them like their bitches. Is it sexy when the girl you love bosses you around and tells you to buy her things and make you go places with her without even considering your feelings? What possesses a guy to want that? And to follow her around like a little lost puppy nonetheless. It makes me sick everytime I encounter it. Relationships should be about equality, not control. And its very surprising to me to see this new trend of women putting men down. Just because you’re a woman does not make it right to treat your significant other like a piece of dirt. And men, grow some balls and stop this from occuring. I know more than a few couples like this and its honestly sad pathetic to me.
I’ve decided not to make any resolutions because I always end up not keeping up with them and I just disappoint myself. But this past year I’ve blacked out and not remembered way too many nights and that is the worst feeling ever. I am not saying I am not going to drink anymore because I know thats not true, I am just going to try and do it like a normal person so that when I wake up in the morning I can remember going to bed with my boyfriend or going out with my friends instead of laying there wondering what the hell happened.
at 1:46pm. The day after I drank. Devil Springs is honestly the devil. I’m such a mess I don’t know what to do with myself. My hangovers are getting really bad. I just went to make myself a sandwich and I can’t really feel anything its super weird. I’m so embaressed. I just can’t stop drinking when I start. I think i have a problem.
fuck hiccups. p.s. i almost just hiccuped and swallowed my beer at the same time.couldve been bad. p.s. i think im drunk. ps i drank 6 beers by myseld cuz my friends couldnt get ehre til midnight. ps.s.s my neck hurts from hiccuping